A lot has changed since my last posts that I have since deleted. Why delete, you may ask. Everyone cringes looking at many things they have done in the past, and then I wondered, why?
Personality Sculpting. Throughout life we are constantly influenced by things, people and all kinds of shit around us which influences our personality, our character. The way we think, the way we perceive or react to different things. I guess, that's what happen during the last time i posted and now, probably a 6 year difference. Resulting 2014 me thinking 2008 me was dumb, maybe in 2020 when I'm reading this I may just do the same.
Reminiscing what has changed my personality so far though, I realize a large part of my life changed within these 6 years. Puberty for one, blessed me with the height to tower over others and kiss girls one step up the escalator, sometimes two. Got my first major crush that taught me not to be a pussy (after being one tho), up till today I guess we can still be considered as friends...but only if you lower your criteria of what you call a friend. Then haha, Secondary to Jc transition, big changes everywhere. Ever heard of paradox of choice? Good grades lead to me being able to choose most, if not all JCs. But I had only two in mind, follow the girl I fancied to AJ, or my friends to PJ. Such a big decision in a Singaporean child's life (probably one of the few life decisions Singaporean children get to choose) but I made my decision on 3 reasons.
1. The Bro Code may state Bros before Hoes and all, but Article 1 does mention that the code is not applicable if the bro has been experiencing a dry spell for more than 3 months. I've had a dry spell, for 16 years at that time. And well, its 18 now.
2. Well we always choose the better choice on paper right?
3. Me and ma bros ain't gonna fade in just two years when we're still taking the same exams and living in such proximity, ain't no way.
Perhaps some careful on-field research may have been necessary, but I followed the girl to AJ (if it wasn't already apparent). The following 2 years turned out to be the most stressful years of my life, so far. But hey, life motto-no regrets. I would have probably retained in PJ and the new principal of AJ definitely improved the AJ culture, making me optimistic for AJ's future.
Moreover, in AJ, my social circle definitely widened and I got to do things I definitely could not do in PJ. Performing as a band with my friends multiple times are definitely goanna be on my list of deathbed memories. Not forgetting, meeting this wonderful girl.
This is beginning to seem like a long post despite me being a inexperience blogger. I'll leave the rest of this train of thoughts for another post.
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